Happygolucky,
For all to see,
And always being told,
Who to be.
He is always the one,
To bring the smiles,
Yet in the end he's the one,
Who falls for miles.
As he drowns in his well,
Flooded with self pity,
He finally sees his life,
And how it is so gritty.
While he runs,
With nowhere to hide,
He finds out that,
His life is one big ride.
With ups and downs,
Twists and turns,
He can only see,
His so many burns.
In his dying breath,
He tries to shout out,
That he finally gives up,
That he's down for the count.
With no one left to talk to,
No place left to go,
He loses his only space,
In which he needed to grow.
As t
Where will you go?
Where will you hide?
Asked the woman in white,
This years newest bride.
I can't go through with this,
Yet how can I say no?
She questioned her fear,
Her one true foe.
He's been so kind,
So nice, so true.
The woman said, backing out,
Knowing that was all she could do.
I have to move on.
I cannot give in,
Said the woman in white,
As she gave her emotions the spin.
This is not my time,
It will never be my day,
Spoke the teary eyed bride,
As she ran to get away.
The wedding was stopped,
There was nothing left to say.
The bride made her choice,
One to run, instead of stay.
It will never be my day...
Please, don't hate me,
Don't miss me when I'm gone,
Because I'm afraid I must leave you,
Must die before I once again see dawn.
I only hope you understand,
That you grasp the truth of what I'm trying to say,
That it's not your fault for why I have to leave you,
That it's not because of you for why I cannot stay.
I'm the only loser here,
You need not feel shame,
Yet still, why must you cry for me,
And say that it is you to blame?
Please, just live on,
Don't let my suicide be in vain,
Since I know I have been drowning you,
Have been slowly driving you insane.
Though, I guess in some sense,
You are the reason for why I must die,
This darkness I've called home,
Tends to grow darker whenever I'm alone,
Increasing my fears of death or sin,
By killing my innocence hidden deep within.
My body, my soul, the one place it can hide,
Will soon be discovered, then taken for a ride.
Hit me, beat me, just please, do anything but That...
This darkness growing darker with every piece you take,
Proves to me my trust in you was my one and only mistake.
You, the murderer of all my hopes and dreams,
Only keep me around so that you can hear me scream.
Please, just do it, bring this to an end,
Since I'm to sick to lash out, to weak to defend.
Hit me, beat me, just please, do
Mother's Web
There's nothing left for me here.
Not one thing left to salvage.
Everything has been destroyed,
All the love, all the light,
Has all been consumed.
No beauty remains.
Then I see it, the spider's web,
Somehow standing out in the darkness.
What happened to my home?
What caused all of this to come about?
Why was all the life torn away?
I never should have left,
Now I long for what I'll never have again.
Now I'll cry for all that is missing.
The web is so large, it's intricacy astounding,
And in the middle, the weaver lies sleeping.
I hear the echos in my mind,
Of the sounds once made here,
Sounds that made me want
Hate me not for I have sinned.
I'm sorry to say I don't know where to begin.
One by one these things have played.
Dreams and nightmares, why have they stayed?
I've cried, for one, since missing you here.
I've wanted to hold you, but only being held back by fear.
Sad to say, I need you more than ever.
How could these binds of us never sever?
I've said I should stop, just get on with my life.
But who's to say I could never be your wife?
Burning jealousy, hidden behind my face.
I want to be her, I want to feel your embrace.
Call me crazy, but is this not true?
That every time I've sinned, I've sinned just for you.
Call
The silence is pounding in your ear.
The sounds of pain echo far too near.
The grief of losing is still quite real.
Continue to bleed, continue to feel.
Taste the salt of which it burns.
Taunt the soul from which it yearns.
Trick the eye to see the light.
Lose your mind, lose the fight.
While counting dots, rocks, and grains of sand.
While waiting for a feather to land.
While smiling through sorrow to brighten the day.
Find the answer, find the way.
Smell the sweat left in the sheets.
See the stains left in the streets.
Sing the song skipping in your head.
Bury your problems, bury the dead.
Current Residence: Georgia Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite style of art: Anime Shell of choice: Conch Shell Wallpaper of choice: Anything with Chouji, Kankuro or Beast Boy. Skin of choice: Green Favourite cartoon character: Chouji,Kiba,Kankuro,Asuma(Naruto),BeastBoy,Cyborg(TeenTitans),Piccolo(DBZ) Personal Quote: Even the cleanest of people have a dark habit.
Favourite Visual Artist
Hillary and Lena! ;P
Favourite Movies
28 Days Later,Dawn/Land Of The Dead, Kill Bill, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, and Resident Evil
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Evanescence, T.A.T.U., Fefe Dobson, Lacuna Coil, Within Temptation and Nightwish.
Favourite Writers
Stephen King
Favourite Games
All Dead or Alives, Resident Evils, Fatal Frames, Silent Hills, CLUE!
Favourite Gaming Platform
XBOX and Playstation 2, can't choose.
Tools of the Trade
Um...The ability to wear 5-inch heeled boots in a haunted house each Halloween, and not fall!
Sad that my most recent update is about AWA, when it was just a few posts before that it was about AWA 12. XD Anyway, I went again. -Glee- I got some pictures this time, and yes, I'm in them, so let the mystery of what I look like be solved. --it's nothing to be amazed by...--
An update on the kittens. All four are still doing great. Little Sable has a nice set of lungs on her. She yells whenever I pick her up. Her brothers are the quiet ones. Speaking of the brothers... I adopted one of her brothers as well. I know he is a boy, and I have a strict girl-only rule for animals, but I have to break it, because I love this little guy.
I decided to keep him and Sable because that way I know all of the kittens will have a good home, since my brother is keeping one and my sister is taking the last one. I really didn't intend on keeping two, but the little guy just stole my heart. He never cries, and hardly makes any nois
My Brother's cat had four little kittens. We had no idea, I HAD NO IDEA, until just an hour ago. We have to keep it a secret with mom so dad doesn't find out. He loves kittens but hates my brother, so I could see him killing the poor things once he finds out about them. I have already clamed one, though I would like all four. A little black one, the only one that isn't blonde. I haven't found out if it is a boy or girl(god please be a girl) but I think I would like to name it Ebony or Sable. Can't decide yet. Jesus, Kittens are so cute. :3
Just wanted to let you know that I truly love your stories at fanfiction.net.. They're great.. And just wanted to ask if you're ever gonna make a sequel to the KibaKankuro story since I'm DYING to know how it ends..